Not to Disappear
Ahmed
Today is a good day. I’m feeling alive.
I want to keep writing on these good days — to hold onto this feeling, and to have something documented. Something to look back on. I don’t want the days to just pass by in silence.
Especially when I’m down — at my lowest — I lose sense of time. Days just pass and count forward, but I don’t feel like I’m really there.
So today, I just want to congratulate myself for taking this small but important initiative. For being self-aware. For trying.
As I always tell myself: keep trying.
And by writing this, I’m doing just that — not giving up on myself.
I’m not going to force myself to change how I write. This is my space, my voice. It doesn’t need to sound like anything else.